it's been a hard week, i definitely won't deny that, i've been dealing with a hurting heart. it started last week while i was creating for the newest catalyst... i felt an old heart break pull apart. again.
but what i love most about ct is that i always, without fail, get so much of the pent up unspoken emotions out. everytime. and although i think that the words i wrote to go on the site with these pictures got a little jumbled due to my tears, i think the sentiment still comes across.
losing my grandfather wasn't a small incident in my life, but the man that i met right after, my sweet husband, was supposed to be. he was someone i thought at the time would be a blip on my life radar but he has turned out to be my bestest friend and perfect soulmate. that was completely unexpected.
my sweetie has been so supportive this week, especially since i've been a complete mess. figety. emotional. a little bit lost. feeling all together translucent. empty.
but i feel myself coming out of it today.
thanks again for all of the support.
xoxo
Wowwwwwwwwwwww.....I just read what U wrote on ct and this is so touching KL....I absolutely love this....wow wow wow.....{{{hugs}}} :):):):):):)
Posted by: Julie | June 05, 2009 at 04:53 AM
Wow ... such honest, raw emotion. I love it. Thanks for sharing with us - I feel it.
Posted by: jen | June 05, 2009 at 07:15 AM
I wanted to tell you that I have a similar experience with my husband being "sent" to me. There are just far too many coincidences. My mom made it happen, I have no doubt. We lost her when I was 12. You have inspired me to document this story. You are so right. Its amazing, sad,heartbreaking and reassuring all at the same time.
Your piece is so beautiful.
xo
Posted by: jennie | June 07, 2009 at 09:49 AM