i know. cheesy.
it's how i spend a saturday night after selling all of our extra junk in a garage sale and some of the partial remains of my vintage clothing business {k8tykat} that i closed 6 months ago... of course that's another story i'll have to share very soon.
so there i was, drinking some pinot, watching hope floats, and of course, not watching hope floats, and i started thinking about scrapbooking. it sort of started earlier when i sat down during the garage sale and opened catchy zielske's book {that i've had for over a year} and i read it. i didn't just looked at the pretty pages, which is all i usually do with a scrapbook magazine or book, but i read it.
and slowly words sank in, and it all started with the title on page 128 : everything counts.
i got it.
this thing we call scrapbooking. for the first time in the past year and a half i can feel it. the why. the how come. the purpose. the reason why i should scrapbook. not just because i want to cut up pretty paper {and believe me i love the pretty paper!} but it shouldn't be the only focus. i don't want it to be the only focus. the product is just a tool of the trade, albeit a beautiful & fun tool, but i mostly want the pages to say something real. document something real. show something real.
i want to scrapbook to document and record. i want to scrapbook to put it all down. everything. every little piece and facet of my life that i get an urge to do so. every thought that passes through this head of mine that i censor. the little minute details of the day, the life i am living. now.
like the fact that i love volunteering in maddie's classroom once a week.
like the fact that my hubs is the best soy latte maker i've ever had the pleasure of receiving a cup of joe from, each and every morning.
like the fact that getting involved in another online message board makes me all jumpy and jittery and shy because i still feel hurt and betrayed.
like the fact that i relish monday, wednesday and friday from 9am until noon because it is me time and peaceful because both littles are in school.
like the fact that the littles and i got food poisoning at chili's on sunday night.... yea. ugk!
like the fact that i have so many thoughts and feelings swirling in this head of mine but i feel like there are never enough pictures or the right pictures to do them justice but i still need to get them down on paper.
like the fact that i strongly feel that art and craft are symbiotic and that you can be a mama who records the life you live and be an artist at the same time. you don't have to choose one over the other. one isn't better than the other.
like the fact that i want to scrapbook to create something with my hands that began with the feelings in my heart.
so. like she said. everything counts. and i have decided to put it all down.
starting today.
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