ben : on the way to hunt our trees : sonoma county
i've been quiet for three weeks. a much needed rest. a much needed time to take care of this one, my sweet ben, who got oh so sick over the holidays {pneumonia} and taught me a valuable lesson about trusting my gut and that doctors don't always know it all. they don't.
i learned over the past few weeks to not let others push my worries aside and simply tell me, when i know and know and know and know and KNOW! it is different, that i am wrong, that he just needs more steroids {he didn't... what he needed was an x-ray and i knew that!}.
i'm learning to be a better mama.
maddie & ben & kris kringle : dickens fair : sf
i took time to really be with these two. to enjoy maddies two weeks out of school. to know them right now, when they are this big. to hear their words and not let anything else get in the way.
i'm learning to be more attentive.
my man : sonoma county
i got to enjoy this man, my man, while he had nearly two weeks paid vacation. it was wonderful to see him lounging around with the littles, playing and laughing and making movies of geo trax. dinner wasn't as lonely because he was there with us, at the table, instead of eating his warmed up meal after the littles were in bed.
i'm learning to see how good he truly is.
labryinth : grace cathedral : sf
i got to spend a day in the city with my mom. thrift store shopping. being silent in grace cathedral. eating at mel's and going to the junk yard {oh the goodies i found!!}.
i'm learning to have fun again.
goodbye oh eight.
i loved you and learned so much. i traveled and grew artistically and in the process lost myself only to find true friends holding my hand and sending me love when i was hurting. i saw friends lose loved ones with grace and dignity and learned to enjoy today while my heart hurt for them because they couldn't. i found my word for this year and trust it will make me a better me. i started a new business that makes me feel inspired everyday and makes me excited to create again.
goodbye oh eight.
hello trust. hello friends. hello 09.
xo
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